Hey y’all, hey....

On the iPod, “I don’t F&$k with you” By: Big Sean

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/i-dont-f-k-with-you-feat-e-40/963397688?i=963397692

Almost 10 years ago I started this super personal blog... It kind of came out of no where and sort of shocked people. Pretty quickly I had this incredible audience of over 20,000 readers from across the country. I made a promise to myself when I started the blog that nothing was off limits but that everything would be heartfelt and truthful and if I couldn’t speak my truth well then the blog was pointless and I should quit. Well three years in the rug was pulled out from under me involving some close personal relationships and it began to be much harder to speak my truth because well I had a child and when you become a mom it’s hard to not want to put your life in a bubble to protect all those involved. Many years ago, I was able to move on as best I could and get to a pretty decent place of happiness. You even got to hear from me from time to time but I had stopped writing for myself and instead my head was filled with thoughts about what you guys might want to read... well to be honest it sort of makes for a pretty boring blog. So well about 2 weeks ago, I decided that maybe I don’t really care what y’all want to read 😂 and that maybe I should get back to where it all started so...

If your new here...welcome! You’ve obviously become part of my circle in the last couple of years. I’ll start out by telling you a little about myself because well guess what I’ve evolved over the last 10 years...

I turned 40 in July. I’m married to Mike. I’ve been pregnant 6 times and have 3 boys named Levi, Luca, and Isaac. I’m a chef. I’ve battled my weight since 3rd grade. I’m a daughter to an amazing mom (Bebe) and a very missed dad who left this world 11 long years ago. If I let you into my world, I let you in big. I pride myself on being real and sometimes that’s too much for people but guess what I don’t really give a f$&k. Oh and did I mention I cuss...like a lot and yes even at times in front of my kids. But guess what I’ve been hurt by a lot of words that weren’t considered cuss words. Maybe if we all focused a little more on the context of what was coming out of our mouths rather than the actual words we would live in a happier world with less assholes! But here is the amazing part... if any of these things bother you... no worries BuBye. Can’t wait to fill you in with what I’ve been up to! 

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